From Infancy

Step one : Opened my eyes.

I’m here looking for something and I’ve turned stones for years trying to find it. I don’t know what “it” is exactly, but I know what I was shown in the most recent of the three visions I’ve had in my life and this vision has lead me to this path.

In an infinite universe manipulated by the states of infinite energy that compose us and all that exists around us, there are limitless answers unseen, uncomprehended.

If this energy that is so limitless, so boundless as to form all that I see and touch - if this energy has always been here and will always be here and I am composed of it, then the manipulation of this energy for purpose of altering not only my state of existence but my *time* of existance is not only probable, but in my opinion an absolute certainty. It is only a mere single answer that prevents one from discovering something new - it is only one mere answer that prevents me from manipulating this state of existence and I’ve dedicated my life to searching for this answer.

Sounds like an adopted illusion of grandeur, a state of inflated ego, but it is in fact neither. I’m not pretending I am the only one capable of finding the single answer. I propose that any one of us is predisposed to finding Truth. It’s only the will of the individual that can prevent them from living up to this accomplishment.

Individual guided by Will. Will guided by Environment. Environment plagued with Darkness. Will consumed in Darkness. This is the problem that prevents so many from Waking. So many people, because of this Dark Environment, believe themselves incapable of greatness.

Have you ever met someone who has resigned themselves to defeat, even when they show glowing signs of possibility? Someone who would be brilliant if they could turn off their television? Someone who could be a generally intelligent individual if they weren’t taught in their schools that they are distinctly seperated from Great Minds?

There’s nothing more sad or agonizing to witness than the death throes of lost possibility.

I’m convinced that there are those out there among us who have broken through this Darkness and are searching for the Light of an Answer - a way to manipulate, change or redirect the events we see not only around us but within us.

I know I am. Are you?